Category Archives: depression

Somebody lost a someone just now

“Man is like a mere breath; His days are like a passing shadow.” Psalm 144:4 He was a father, a husband, a friend. She was a sister, a believer, a soul mate. I hold the dead little sparrow that had … Continue reading

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Guilty and Charged

I completely realized that what I had done was wrong. I would have felt better if I hadn’t. It would have felt good to justify myself and blame the other person. But didn’t want to. I felt remorseful, pained and … Continue reading

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I wonder if you’re hurting tonight.

“not all scars show, not all wounds heal, sometimes you can’t see the pain, that someone feels.” – anon I couldn’t stand another story of miraculous healing, cured illness or transformed relationship. While those seemed to happen in other’s lives, … Continue reading

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Do you hate the person you love?

“I hate you, I love you, I wish I was indifferent. I wish feelings had numbers, And emotions were transparent. I wish when we said we loved, It was forever and simple, I wish when we hated, We did cos … Continue reading

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And they fought.

And his words were hard and cutting, When once they were romantic and flattering. And his smile froze in derision and discomfort, Where once it was loving and devoted. And his eyes were cold and frightening, Where once they were … Continue reading

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Come Thirsty

It was the beginning of another year. She felt like life was pressing on her from every side. Darkness threatened to subdue her spirit. An overwhelming sense of helplessness and hopelessness engulfed her. And she was afraid. Afraid that she … Continue reading

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A little light

  A little light in the darkest night, A flickering flame, threatening to cease, Is lighted when a little smile, In an ocean of indifferent faces, Creates a little space.   A gentle word in a flood of communication, When … Continue reading

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She…

 she gave up.  she let go.  she didn’t see a reason to keep fighting,  nor did she have the strength anymore.  so she let herself go.  let herself fall,  felt the weightlessness. beneath the closed eyelids, tears formed and overflowed, … Continue reading

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I forgive you

For all the half truths and half lies Confessed, unconfessed, And everything in between.   For all the choices you didn’t make, Or made, When You couldn’t or had to.   For all the words that meant, Nothing or everything … Continue reading

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The best doctor ever

I was depressed, suicidal and the end of my dreams. I admit that most of my pain was of my own doing. At one point of time, I knew that I needed help. I was afraid of losing “it”. The … Continue reading

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